Symbiosis???

am i meant to live with someone who would understand and be patient with my needs? ika nga sa mga babae, high maintenance yata ako pagdating sa pagkakaroon ng relationship.

i see things differently than most people do (feeling ko lang naman) and this has helped and destroyed me. whenever someone needs an advice, i think, i am a sound adviser because i sort of go out of the box, thinking and analyzing within and beyond the norm. however, this approach has also defied me since when i apply it to myself i tend to forget that i may not be understood clearly by other people.

what to do then? well, i have been a convert from a dictatorship to a democracy. i was the possessive king before. i demanded everything and did not listen to others. it was working good for me for quite some time but through time i realized that i was deteriorating. that then triggered me to somehow look for a better perspective, for a change.

not so long ago, i was introduced to the concept of compromise. the way the instructor taught it was so touching that i immediately embraced it. he was right on the money when he said that i needed to work things out to be able to have a harmonious relationship. so here i am still trying to figure out the wonders of this concept. it's a shoot and miss situation right now but eventually hopefully i would be able to outgrow the old me.

P.S.
for your understanding and patience please...